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Author : The-red-centaur
Support : 8
Topic : Our stories

15 May 2021 05:03 AM

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I know I never updated you guys. I'm sorry. I feel like a waste of space. Even here where people genuinely care and want to know.

I was discharged from hospital on the 4th. Ended back in hopsital the 5th following another suicide attempt. I have been stuck in a medical ward with one to one nurse since but probably getting transferred to a psych hospital today.
I feel like it's pointless of them to keep me alive. It's a waste of resources and a waste of they're effort. I never get better, I don't think it's possible. I'm not even going to try to get out of this space. What the F*ing point.