Morning has broken

[Eve7]

Haha @Snowie . I think it would be easier to do someone else’s junk….no attachments lol

[Snowie]

Oh I think it would be so much easier to @Eve7 

If only we could do it to our head/thoughts too!

[Eve7]

Yes, that's a good idea @Snowie . I carry around so much junk inside my head. It needs a good clean out too. ECT just makes me forget things I need to remember.

The cat is fascinated with the near empty cupboard, makes me wonder what might be behind it. I was chasing him out but now I think I might wait and see if he catches anything that shouldn't be there.

[Snowie]

I do find that ECT affect my short term memory @Eve7 at times. Sometimes that can be a good thing, but it does give me the sh*ts at times.

I guess it's about the pros and cons of ECT. Yes it helps me, but at the same time it can hinder me.

Sounds like the cat has good senses. Maybe there is something hiding in there.

[Eve7]

For me ECT has had more pros than cons @Snowie 

The cat has gone to sleep so hopefully nothing was there.

I am mindlessly watching tv and not feeling at all tired tonight even though I drove to Brisbane at 6.30am today to officiate at an event. My last day of duty today so not such an early start tomorrow

[Snowie]

Morning @Eve7 

I do agree with you hon. I do think ECT has more pros for me too.

Will discuss with pdoc today.

I hope your pdoc appointment and today goes well for you hon.

Talk soon. 

[Eve7]

My pdoc appt went pear shape this morning. I was all over the place and ended up dissociating just making myself look even more stupid than I am.

It was just all too hard and I can’t do this anymore. I stayed an extra half an hour then came home and slept. This is just a dump. No replies needed.

[rav3n]

hey @Eve7 sorry to hear about your rough morning. i'm glad you could come here and let it out, and i hope you're able to take things easy for the rest of the day. i know it can be hard to be kind to ourselves, especially when things are overwhelming, but i hope you know that we don't judge you and we hear for you 💙

i did want to check-in, are you able to stay safe at the moment? 

sending you gentle hugs.

[Snowie]

I'm going to reply because I care about you @Eve7 

I'm sorry your appointment didn't go well.

Sitting with you hon 💕🫂

[Eve7]

Thanks @rav3n  I am safe for now .

It was so hard @Snowie