Centaurs attempt at a new life

[Former-Member]

Hi @The-red-centaur , I'd just like to echo others and encourage you to call a helpline and talk this through. I know you've been scared and got through it before, so I'm sure you can do it again tonight. You don't have to do it alone though. Here are a couple of other numbers if you need: 

The Samaritans: 135 247

Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467

And please keep posting here if it helps.

[Anastasia]

Thank you @Former-Member 🙏

[The-red-centaur]

@Anastasia BB and RESPECT both wouldn't talk to me coz I'm inpatient. Fuck this world. When you need help no one wants to know you or wants to listen.

(I know you guys do but I want verbal or ftf) and in
here it's goingg nowhere with the nurses. I'm thinking I should go and let someone else deal with this. Red can't, I can't, there are some alters who may I guess.....FCK! Sorry, iI need to leave now.

[Former-Member]

@The-red-centaur I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling supported tonight. It's hard when you're making the effort to reach out and it feels like it's not working. Please keep trying, there is support out there. I have just sent you a quick check in email 

[Anastasia]

Oh @The-red-centaur I am so sorry.

I have found Lifeline helpful, could you try them. I am sorry the situation seems useless, please keep at it, you'll eventually get someone who will listen 👂 more importantly who will hear you hunny 

@Former-Member @SJT63 @saltandpepper 

[The-red-centaur]

@Anastasia new nurses came on shift not long ago. We ranted to ours and got some meds. For now we are safe and even though another alter is in charge they are a badass and will get through this. Ree just couldn't cope anymore, she's resting and will be ok. For now we just have to manage who ever is out and deal. Normally the red centaur doesn't let alters out but I think it's time they do. Red centaur needs to face their past, as best as we they can and if they have to rely on us to cope atm I think it is ok.

[Anastasia]

So happy new nurse is helping @The-red-centaur 

Here with you during this tricky time. You've got this hunny x

[saltandpepper]

@The-red-centaur I wish I could return the wonderful support you gave me earlier. Your heartfelt message was just... It was everything. I am going to do as @Anastasia suggested and print it out (when I get some more ink) and stick it next to my bed. I'm so grateful to you, and while my brain is doing some poo's at the moment, I'm sitting with you and offering a hand to hold while you go through this. I wish I could do more Centaur, but I'm here

[Anastasia]

Here too @The-red-centaur @saltandpepper 🙏💕

[The-red-centaur]

We just spent last few hours colouring, trying to find our centre again. Now this centaur is tired and needs sleep.