I just can't.

[The-red-centaur]

I'm so sick of being mental ill.

[The-red-centaur]

So angry at emergency psych Dr. Long story. Anyway I'm walking out to go jump off the nearest bridge. Sorry guys I can't keep living anymore

[The-red-centaur]

@Bunniekins the police found me in time.

[The-red-centaur]

I'm home now

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  Hi The -red-centaur we haven't spoken for ages. I am sorry you are finding life so hard at the moment. I wish I could take some of your pain away. I gladly would wear some of your pain. 

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  How were the police? Were they understanding?  Should you be in hospital?

[The-red-centaur]

@Bunniekins thanks 🙂

[Bunniekins]

@The-red-centaur  I don't trust the police that is part of my delusions. I believe they are crooked. 

[The-red-centaur]

@Bunniekins the first time the police were nice until I started arguing back and trying to run away. I was dragged into hospital in handcuffs.
The second time (it was luck with timing) I convinced them I'd be ok and they took me home.

After how the hospital treated me tonight I don't want to go back and I've calmed a little. I just have to make it to 11 when I see my counselor.

[The-red-centaur]

I trust the police more than I trust the crisis team and corresponding Drs
@Bunniekins the systems let me down.