Centaurs attempt at a new life

[The-red-centaur]

I just wanna walk out ..I can't do this anymore.

[Former-Member]

@The-red-centaur I'm hearing you. Sending care 

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member why do I have to stay alive...it's not fcking fair.

[Former-Member]

@The-red-centaur I'm so sorry for where you're at right now. I've been there and I know how lonely it can be and it sounds like you are in a lot of pain.

Are you safe for now?

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member @Anastasia

I'm safe.For now.Unfortunately.

[Anastasia]

@The-red-centaur 💞🙏💞

[NatureLover]

So sorry about your terrible SI and frequent suicide attempts @The-red-centaur  😥

I so wish you had a spark of hope. Sending you all the wishes I can think of, with warm (virtual) hugs 💔

[The-red-centaur]

@NatureLover thank you. I really dont know where to find that spark of hope. Things I used to find hope and joy from just leave me feeling empty. I cant even connect with other patients and i'm usually a really social person.

I didnt end up being safe yesterday, my nurse found me and stuff. I have had to be put on one to one nurse and no longer allowed leave and if i try to leave they'll put me under the mental health act.
Im sick and tired. i just want out of life.

[NatureLover]

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@The-red-centaur wrote:
Im sick and tired. i just want out of life.

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@The-red-centaur  I am just so sorry that things are so unspeakably awful and that you have no hope at all. 😥

I am wishing that spark of hope for you. 

I know you are seriously, critically ill. We here care for you...I am wishing for care for you in a way that you can receive it. And enough support when you need it. ❤

[Former-Member]

It sounds like you're having a really terrible time @The-red-centaur. I'm sorry to hear how much you are struggling, I've been there and its a horrible place to be. 

Are you able to talk to anyone where you are? I think talking to someone is important while you're feeling like this, would you be able to call Lifeline (13 11 14) or SANE Australia's couselling service on 1800 187 263? 

Take care, CalmingNature